105Final Goal Weight:
100Favorite Diet Food:
carrotsFavorite Binge Food
anything sweet Favorite Exercise:
jogging and swimming :).Favorite Thinspo:
Bikini models and mary kate! I love her!Where Do You Slip Up?
mornings and dinnerWhen Did It Start? My ed?
last yearDoes Anyone Know?
my friends suspect but they dont actually know.Do You Want Help?
no, its not me who needs help, its all those obese people.How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day?
now i try to restrict as much as possibleWhat Do You See When You Look In The Mirror?
Thunder thighs, the belly of a sumo wrestler, and a girl who prays to god every night to take her life awayAre You In A Relationship?
i just broke up with my boi, but im working on another one.Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends?
I'm the fat one, always.Are You Depressed?
I feel like i have been for 3 years. ive attempted suicide twice, but no one even noticed.Ever Tried To Commit Suicide?
ive attempted suicide twice, but my dog found me both times, sad thing is she was the only one who noticed.Ever Been To A Psychologist?
Nope, and i dont plan too.APPEARANCE
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly
ALL THE TIME.
[x] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[x ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/had braces. (Does a retainer count?)
[ ] I wear glasses.
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. BAD TIMES
[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[x] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying
[x] I've lost weight
[x] I've gained weight
[x] My weight holds me back
[x] Weight consumes me.
[ ] I'm at my thinnest
[x] I'm at my biggest
[x] I've lost weight and kept it off
[x] I've lost weight but gained it back
[ ] My weight affects my mood
[x] I weigh myself daily
[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me
[ ] I thrive on compliments
[x] I feel bigger than people who are my size
[x] I feel happy when I'm hungry
[x] I get depressed after I eat
[x] I've skipped a meal
[x] I've thrown food away
[x] I've spit food out
[x] I've fasted
[x] I've taken diet pills
[x] I've used laxatives
[ ] I've purged
[x] I exercise
[ ] I exercise so I can eat
[x] I work out secretly
[x] I work out daily
[x] I exercise to counteract eating
[ ] I've fainted from exhaustion (close to it this morning)
[x] Diet pills
[x] Pain killers
[ ] Anti-depressants
[ ] Ecstasy
[ ] LSD
[ ] Mushrooms
[ ] Speed
[ ] Cocaine
[ ] Other
[x] I keep my eating habits a secret
[x] I have a ED blog
[x] I look at thinspo
[x] I count calories
[x] I've had negative intake days
[x] I avoid food
[x] I hate food
[ ] I love food
[x] I want to be this way
[x] I don't want to be like this
[x] I wish I could have more control
[x] Being thin is my top priority
[x] I don't want to get better
[ ] I am in treatment
[x] I'm doing this for me
[x] I'm doing this for someone
[x] I'm doing this to prove myself